lets try this again

it's a year later and here i am again. and heres where i give my promised shout to the lovely mina matlock for inspiring me to get back to blognation.

my life is breaking down and building up at the moment. relationships, school, work, family. its rough and liberating.

i'm going to be in a book coming out in Dec for WeFeelFine.org - it's their Almanac of Emotion - i'm on the AWESOME page - literally - its broken down into different emotions and general sections and thats the page that I'm on - give it a looksee: http://wefeelfine.org/book/

*sigh* i have a lot on my mind but i'm not able to write about these things publicly quite yet. i'll stick with poetry.


stop pushing me down
she explained to the crown
to the robes red with blood
and the menacing grin

as she struggled with pain
it continued to rain
and the boot was the same
digging into her spine

crawling over the dirt
in the heat of the hurt
as the water ran brown
pushing into the dark

she reflected on then
sunshine petals and fin
where she fell off the horse
and landed in her tears

now the spoons are all knives
and the love is disguised
it swallowed butterflies
and left shallow and torn

yet not far from her bed
something glimmers ahead
something shines through the mist
and she's starting to smile

and i am sun
i am sun and water
i'm the Rey and the rays

i am fear
wave away
understand
where you came from

mud will dry
mouth will laugh
you will sleep
moon, sun, star