again with forgetting i'm the "proud owner" of a blog! what the heck?!

officially done with school and more or less officially done with dekalb. i still have some things to move out of my old place, closure dinner to have with the roomie, and catching up drinking to do with my post bachs, then it will all be over. so strange to think that a year ago i was just deciding to go back to school, deciding to move in with my then-boyfriend, deciding to completely uproot myself for what i thought was going to be the best decisions of my life. i was so excited.

o how things change. positives and negatives. im very glad that i did go into my program because i got to meet wonderful people and begin working towards my goals. its strange to me how kevin and i ended up where we are now. we were best friends all throughout college, then at the end of college decided to become a couple, and lasted for years...not without issues though. a year ago i thought i had it all worked out. its not exactly sad as it is...interesting. everything works its way out and everything does happen for a reason. i'm not sure exactly what that reason is, but im sure i have time to find out.

im working my way back down to purdue. got my old job back preschool teaching and will very soon be looking for an apartment so i no longer have to crash on my friends couch. i cant wait to start working and making money. i cant afford my bills right now.

im tired and i have a decent amount of emotion on my mind so i apologize if this comes off as not exactly the happiest most exciting blog. im in a weird mood today because of a dream - does that ever happen to you? u have a weird or bad dream and it puts u in a funk all day, even though it wasn't real. yep, thats me.

well as usual ill finish this off with a little song that i cant stop listening to. this whole album is fantastic: